The cases are packed,
The bags strapped tight
Today is the day,
Tonight-the night.
A sudden speed thrills,
An uncanny breeze blows
I watch time fly by
Ah! The days of yore…
I sense a new vibe, even
Though I tread the same way
The furtive death of the past
Has given birth to a new day.
Unknown whispers call out
Piercing through the din
After all, an era has to end
For another to begin...
(inspired by movie 'peacefull warrior')
For Part 1 CLick here
Today, I tried to do something I wasn’t able to do for a quite some time….write. It seems that my being lost for awhile disabled my heart and my hands as well, from doing the things I love. I tried several times but I never got it in me to come up with a composition that at least would make sense. Until today when someone important to me gave me a reason for me to wake up today on valentine’s day and share to my friends a story close to my heart
It’s not been long since he has watched a certain person walk away from his life, leaving him bleeding all alone. He still remembers that moment when sky came crashing down on him. He still doesn’t know what wrong he did but something did went wrong. With each passing day without her in his life he remembered the things that they used to do and those times they spent together flashed back, that made it harder for him to breathe.
After the day she walked away he was like a newly born not knowing who he is, what he will do and where he will go. For times they were together, he lived in the world of his beloved. He learned to live a new life by completely changing himself, but it wasn’t easy. He had many friends but still he was so lonely. He once told himself ““I don’t know myself anymore. I don’t know how to smile, I don’t know what makes me happy, and I don’t remember what I love to do…it’s as if I lost my identity.” He used to stay alone and cry his heart out.
He had to be strong. Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. He bravely tried to face each day where no one understands what he is going through. Once his friend told him, “No one has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart because no one knows how much you’re hurting.” He slowly learned how to smile and be with people but deep inside he is this numb creation that refused to feel anything. He once again started hanging out with his friends, he learned how to speak and relish the moment. It was one such outing when this girl came into his life but he was too busy to notice. He didn’t know that it was destiny knocking at his door trying to show him the beginning of his new journey.
She became a good friend to him, she was able to teach her a lot of things and bring back his old self one day at a time without him noticing it. He began to laugh again and that glow that all people who were close to him missed so much, that glow that would show people how happy he was without even telling them gradually came back.
One day, he told her, “I thought it was impossible for me to forget her, I thought I will never understand. I thought I will never be able to forgive. I thought that the pain will never go away. But now I understand that some things will never work if it is not meant to happen. There will be really some promises that will be broken in this life and that is the sad fact that we all have to accept. I have forgiven her for walking away because I know that just like me she also tried to make it work. I know she loved me the best way she could. And now that I have learned to understand and forgive, I can no longer feel the pain anymore.”
He took her hand and smiled at her, “I won’t have been able to do this if it wasn’t you, you brought me back my life, and you were there when no one else noticed me. You were there when I had nothing. You held my hand and never let go throughout this journey. I never thought that there would be someone on this earth who is brave enough to walk with me going to my past where she wasn’t even a part of just to help me heal. You brought back that hope that I had long lost and today my heart is complete when I have you loving and caring for me, I love you ”
Destiny once again has brought him to the same stage, once again its up to destiny to decide their fate. He is afraid that history might repeat itself again leaving him bleeding all alone or may be god will smile upon him showering him with rains of love and they will be together forever……….
(time will tell what fate has in store for them all we can do for now is to hope and pray that fate will be kind to the both of them this time. Fate will lead them to where they are destined to be....
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :))))))
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